Hey DA. It's been forever since I have updated my journal and added anything new.

I haven’t been working on anything in particular that I wanted to post on here but since I've gone through another Visual Arts credit I do have some stuff but the specific one that I think is successful out of this semester is not finished and still needs to be marked by my teacher.

I wouldn’t be looking forward to seeing my next entry since it might be a year from now you never know with me. There’s just no heart in it anymore. But I will finish this particular drawing because I think it's one of the best I have done considering I put a lot of thought in it. I used a lot of my imagination for a particular reason. I’ve stated my slump back in other journals and said basically I was going to stop copying other's works cuz it makes me feel like crap.

I was motivated to use my own ideas because of a particular person who I'm very close to. He actually signed up not to long ago and I guess I'll be featuring him now: [link]

Idk how to make the Icon thing. I’ve tried a million times and it never works and just turns out to be mumbo jumbo text. If someone wants to point out how u do it I'd be pleased.

Anyway back to my admirer... He doesn't have anything on his page yet but watch him and see the amazing things he comes up with. A complex mind I'd say, very smart. He might leave you comments that make you scratch your head sometimes. Recent picture of us [link] Aren’t we Keeeeeewwwt!? Ha Ha

I'm sure everyone has heard about Twilight by now. There seems to be a lot of overly emotional feelings towards the series. Either you absolutely go mental over Twilight and all or you think the whole thing is "gay" and so is Edward cuz he sparkles. What ever you think about it, that's fine. I think people are strange. I never watched the movie-yet- but I read the book and New Moon. I'm half way done Eclipse. I think it's a great series. But I think people need to tone it down a bit. ITS JUST A BOOK!

Anyways, what's with all this change with DA? It's okay I guess, I'm not fussy about it. The only problem I have is with my list of people who I watch. I can never find it. That bugs me.

Happy New Years everyone. I forgot I didn't tell you all yet.

I have mentioned in past Journals about my career path and about steering away from art. I am still doing what I said but I narrowed it down specifically to what I want. I plan on going for my Science Bachelors Degree for Environmental Restoration Technician. Exactly what I want. Helping to restore the environment. When I tell people what I want to do they always ask what is it so that’s why I explained a little on it.

But yeah about the steering away art topic. I'm less and less enthused about my creations and I feel like every time I work on something I feel depressed and pressured. I tried changing my tactics but still no pleasure or new ideas have occurred. I still feel pleased with my latest creation what ever it may be but not enough to keep me going. I guess its a sad poor thing, some close friends say it's a shame because Im good. I'm not boasting or anything just saying that’s how much I don’t enjoy working anymore. I hope in the future after I take a long long break that I will rediscover the joys and success feelings that I once had back in the day. I will be pleased with myself if that ever happens. Until then idk what my hobby is... The wilderness? My pets? My relationships? My books? What ever the case may be, I hope I turn out happy.

I just watched this video not to long ago. Holy. This girl made me sweat just watching her talk. "People think I have A.D.D. But I really don't have A.D.D. Hehe!" [link]Rq6OSkLkKs&feature=channel_page (If the link doesnt work just search BoxxyakaMoldyBread. That's her Username and the video is called FOAR EVERYWUN FRUM BOXXY) Cute but crazy or maybe she's just putting on a show. Idk. She reminds me of my sister in some memories LOL